So I was just thinking today how I have heard so many people are engaged or alsmost engaged or getting married soon. So many people have boyfriends or girlfriends! I mean it's all great and fine by me but where is mine? I feel like a dork, a retard, a geek, and everthing for admitting this but I have never had a boy friend!!!!! And it is driving me nuts! I love hearing about people in love but how come I can't be?What will I do when all of my friends have someone to hold and I have no one????
I just can't wait to be in love! My cousin just got recently engaged and I am so happy for them. They are so in love it is so cute! I love it! But, sometimes I think that that won't happen for a very very long time for me! My family is always saying that I am going to be the first one married but I am the only one that hasn't had a boyfriend so how can that be? My best friend is in a serious relationship right now too and it is so wonderful that she found someone she thinks she can spend the rest of forever with. There just isn't anyone right now that I could think of the same way and I wish there were!!
I am not too discipointed that I am not in a relationship right now because I can focus more on school and everything it would just be nice to have a guy to talk to that I knew no matter what I said or did he would still like me!
The Great Divide
9 years ago
1 comment:
Karisa dear, I love you!!! I know it's tough, but I know that there is someone amazing out there for you!! :D
And sometimes, you just stop looking for it and it'll come. That's how it always seems to happen. (maybe you need to tell yourself that you're NOT going to get married for like 5 years and then some guy will pop up trying to prove you wrong.) *if that didn't make sense, ask in person sometime* haha
but I love you, and know that Heavenly Father loves you too!
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