SUMMER

Summer hasn't been too great so far. I started a new job last week - I am cleaning dorms for the school. I don't love it but I don't hate it and it pays pretty well! It sure beats flipping burgers though:) hahaha I am excited for my first pay check! I haven't done anything fun this summer :(. . . . yet! I want to do so many things this summer! I want to spend lots of time with my friends and family and meet new people! I want to be spontaneous and adventureous! I was going to participate in the miss washington county fair pageant but I decided it was too stressfull right now!

I am probably going to lose my scholarship!!!! I have to appeal to the scholarship commity and they will determin if i will be able to bring up my grade avg. in one semester! I have to bring it up so much I don't know if I am going to be able to do it.

I am trying to make it a goal this summer to get back in shape and loose some poundage! I was doing so well during the semester with going to the gym. I think I am going to do some push ups and crunches everyday! I definately don't miss out on moving around I just don't think I am eating right and doing the right excersizes-at my work I am moving around alot and standing all the time but it doesn't seem to help at all!

My family is not doing too well financially right now and I am trying to help as much as I can. I am going to give my parents a little bit of my paycheck each time I get one! - if they will take it. Sometimes I think my mom is a little proud and won't ask for help. I love my parents so so so so much and it hurts me that they have to be more carefull with money and that the little kids don't understand and aren't going to be able to do things that they want to. I am having a yard sale this weekend to help a little bit-I hope it turns out okay.

Ya know typing is so much easier than writing. I like using this blog as a kind of journal. I know I don't get on very often but when I do and start typing things to say just come to me.

Well thats my summer right now.

love you all especially all who read my blog ( if any)